Reflecting on a mirrored heart

The brief two minutes conversation we had, I obliged. I will never say no. The words smoked out into my ears, I thought they felt sincere. Until I realised you were intoxicated. Then somehow, it brought me back to the yellowing halogen of the same scenario - that night we broke up. I wanted closure but this, I felt a feeling of never-endingness. This scenario, I only see forever. 

Here am I, writing silently with so much desperation to wish for a closure that I wanted a long time ago, the one I wish I could say in a couple of sentences, though impossible to get because of your stubborn and vindictive nature, I have made my attempt.

This may sound idiotic, but somehow I believe the closure I seek, can only be found with someone new.